I have
to confess something. I really dislike writing this report every
year. I often wonder what to say, what needs to be said. Do we look
behind at the year that was or the year that is just starting? This
year is even more confounding. Given the discussions of our present
and future what needs to be said?
Luckily
there is one thing that is constant, one thing that needs to be said
every year. Thank you.
This
congregation would not function, would not even exist without the
generous contributions of so many people. Because so many of you have
given time and money we have a ministry in Grande Prairie. Elsewhere
in this booklet people have made lists of some of the jobs that have
been done to make our community work in 2023. Thank you to all of
you. Your time is valuable and you all have other places where you
could spend it.
The
same goes for money. We all have a long list of things that our money
could be spent on. This year you have been wonderfully generous.
Envelope revenue (which includes Sunday envelopes, PAR and
E-transfers) were up just over 8.6% over 2022. And it shows. In 2022
we had a deficit of over $31 000. This year we had a deficit of under
$2 400, which is less than 1% of total expenses. I call that pretty
close to a balanced budget for 2023. This is something to celebrate!
In fact, we took in more money in 2023 than we did in 2020, the year
we got roughly $23 000 in COVID related government grants.
On top
of that we were able to share about $14 000 with the wider community
through our Local Outreach Fund. I have said it before and I will say
it again. St. Paul’s is a wonderfully generous community and Grande
Prairie is a better place for it. Thank you for making that statement
so true.
I am
sure many of us have highlights from the past year, things that stand
out. The Affirming celebration is one of those for me. That and the
discussions I have had with people who have made it clear how
important it was to them that we took on that journey. St. Paul’s
holds a special space in the Grande Prairie faith community. In the
same way I look back on the Advent season and the effusive thanks we
got from our partner agencies for the gifts we share with them
through our Christmas campaign. Again I say that Grande Prairie is a
better, stronger place because St. Paul’s has made a difference –
because your gifts of time, treasure and love have made a difference.
Thank you.
Now I
move to harder things. I noted above that we essentially balanced the
budget in 2023 and that is a wonderful thing. However it is the
exception. From 2019 to 2022 (the only years I have easy access to as
I sit at my desk) we ran deficits ranging from $9300 to $31 000. I
include 2020 in that because without the $23 000 in government grants
we would have had a 5 figure deficit that year instead of a surplus.
That can’t continue. We need more money, more people, more energy.
So what is the path ahead?
There
are lots of reasons to give into the crisis and look for quick fixes
to the budget problem. I encourage us not to do that. Crisis thinking
often leads us into poorer solutions that can cause unplanned for
negative results. The book I am currently reading talks about getting
out of the crisis of decline and into the crisis of God’s action (I
am waiting to see exactly what they mean by that). What is God doing
in our midst that we can join in with? What is God up to in Grande
Prairie, at St. Paul’s in particular, that this faith community can
take part in? What is the ministry of St. Paul’s at this point in
its history?
Many
years ago Pete Townshend wrote these words:
Who
are you?
Who, who, who, who?
Who are you?
Who, who,
who, who?
I know
I have been harping on this sort of question for many years. But
unless we know who we are we will never fully know what our purpose
and ministry is. Not who we were and what our ministry was, which is
often where those conversations end up going, but who we are and what
our ministry is now.
The way
forward will lie in admitting that we are not who we once were. The
way forward will be to celebrate the gifts that we have to offer,
that we are currently offering, and build from there. The way forward
will involve hard decisions. Each option will have positive and
negative repercussions. The way forward will not be a “flip the
switch and all will be well” thing (what in life ever is). But here
is the Good News.
We are
not alone. We are a community of faith, called together by the Source
of Life. God has walked with people on this site overlooking Bear
Creek since Alexander Forbes first planted a stake saying
“Presbyterian Church”. God has led us here and God will lead us
forward. The road to this point has not always been comfortable or
smooth. The road ahead will have some bumps, maybe even some motion
sickness. But let’s open our eyes, ears, and souls to sense where
God is calling us forward. Let us live not in the crisis of decline,
which is depressing and scary, but rather in the crisis of God’s
action, which may be exhilarating and scary. Together we will find the way to live out our Mission Statement:
Through
Faith, we walk on the path Jesus set for us.
The
people of St. Paul’s Belong...Believe...Love...Listen...Lead
What
will 2024 bring? What will these pages talk about in a year’s time?
We can only wait and see.
Yours
in Christ,
Gord
Waldie